Ms. Typewriter

When do we actually change? I have come across many people in my life who changed for better and worst.  Few years back,I was quite a judgemental person. I used to judge people a lot. I will not lie but I have hurt many people too. I have even been hurt by them also. When I reached rock bottom in my life, I came to know that ,not everything is as we see.People are different and so are their perspectives. People change when something big happens in their life - be it bad or good. A simple word or a talk can impact someone's life to a great extent.  Every person has deep secrets within them. Some like to share and some like to hide. We hurt them very badly by being judgemental. As they say never judge a book by its cover, I would say never judge a person because of his smile. Its the one who smiles a lot who hides a lot.  I used to be so blunt that there were times when I told people about how they changed. I didn't even like it when someone changed. But now I know wh

To that abuser, Who quenched his thirst by sucking the life out me. To that abuser, Who broke me into pieces which never could be joined. To that abuser, Who belittled me for no fault of mine, To that abuser, Who snatched away my innocence. To that abuser, Who crushed my self respect. To that abuser, Who crumpled my trust. To that abuser, Who played with my feelings. To that abuser, Thank you for doing all these! To that abuser, Thank you for helping me discover my wings. To that abuser, Thank you for helping me teach whom to trust. To that abuser, Thank you for teaching me to love my self. To that abuser, Thank you for showing me that you don't deserve me. To that abuser, Thank you for burning me into a Phoenix!

I should have loved you a little more, Not more, not less, Just a little more! When words turned into knife, Stabbing every vein and every nerve, I should have loved you a little more, Not more, not less, Just a little more! When love turned into a game, With only loss at my end and win for you, I should have loved you a little more, Not more, not less, Just a little more! When relationship turned to a war, With blood smeared on my face and smile on yours, I should have loved you a little more, Not more, not less, Just a little more! When emotions were buried inside a book, Tears fell like dry leaves from a tree, I should have loved you a little more, Not more, not less, Just a little more! When eyes became void with grief, Hearts were hardened like a rock, I should have loved you a little more, Not more, not less, Just a little more! When my own reflection became a thorn, Decision became destiny with questions, I should have loved you a little more, Not more, not less, Jus

From broken crayons to broken hearts, From sailing paper boats to hiding emotions, From reading books to digital messages, From real friendships to virtual relations, From writing diary to updating status, From travelling for fun to travelling for peace, From loving everyone to loving myself, I grew up into an adult burying my inner child! I grew up into a woman burying that joyful girl! I grew up into a person burying that emotional mask!