Ms. Typewriter

I am literally amazed at how fast this year passed. I am like it was just yesterday a new year came and tomorrow we are at the end of the year. This year was indeed special for me not because it gave me many things but because it gave me few things with great lessons. At the beginning of this year I lost hope. I felt like this was the end of my life. I couldn't see any happiness or joy coming from any side. All I could see was darkness , emptiness and loneliness. But I didn't give up. I don't know what and how but I kept fighting. I kept fighting for what was right even when no one supported me. I kept fighting for my self respect. I kept fighting for my children. I know this fight will take a lot of time to win. And frankly saying I don't even care about winning anymore. All that matters to me is my mental health which is becoming stable after lot of struggle. I would often feel like I am inside a deep ocean. There is darkness everywhere. I am scared of swi

After a while, I learned this world isn't for the kind. After a while, I learned that not all are meant to stay. After a while, I learned that heartbreaks are the real breaks. After a while, I learned that actions are always greater than words. After a while, I learned it was hard to unlearn certain emotions. After a while, I learned to lean on a wall instead of a shoulder. After a while, I learned its always you and yourself. After a while, I learned not to give the power of trust to all. After a while, I learned to be silent when my words aren't valued. After a while, I learned to speak only when it hit the right chord. After a while, I learned that truth will always remain high After a while, I learned people change more rapidly than seasons. After a while, I learned to let go of situations which harm my mental health. After a while, I learned accept the changes and change myself when needed. After a while, I learned to see beauty in broken things and relationshi