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You are a mother now

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My life completely changed when I saw those two pink lines. He was equally elated. The first thing people started asking me was -" Do you want a girl or a boy baby?" Honestly I didn't want a girl and I had my own reasons for that. I didn't want her to be a show piece whom people would judge. I didn't want her to be a epitome of patience and allow anyone to oppress her. I didn't want her to be a entertainer in the name of marriage. I didn't want her to live her life according to others wish. I didn't want her to cry alone and suffer just because Allah made her different. I didn't want her to be like me!  But Allah had other plans. He blessed me with a girl. The day I saw her, I started crying, I didn't know whether it was out of joy or sadness. I cried my heart out. She was so tiny and the nurse said she was just like me! A relationship between a mother and a child is the purest one on the earth. I started falling in love with her ev

Happy anniversary

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Five years into marriage and now I realise, marriage isn't easy. Its a compilation of trust issues, compromises, hot tears and some smiles here and there.  Like every wife I do have a lot of complaints- you aren't the one whom I saw in my dreams.  You aren't the one whom I wanted to love You aren't the one who values me. But still I cannot leave you.  Marriage is such a relationship which comes without a handbook. Not all marriages are same. But I haven't seen a couple whose marriage is perfect. Does that even exist? I always wonder! Five years back, on this day we were bound to each other with handcuffs. It is such an handcuff which doesn't have a key or you can say the key is thrown into an ocean. I will not lie ,but there were times when I wanted to give up and open the handcuff apart. But, something always stops me. Maybe marriage is such a relationship which cannot expressed in words.  With a marriage, comes a lot of expectations. You always wan

Eternal Love

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Sarah had a small and happy family. Her father worked as a peon in a private firm, her mother was a home maker.She had two younger sisters. They were satisfied and grateful to the Almighty in their life and Sarah's father made sure he got his daughters educated and make them independent. Today Sarah was going for a job interview. Finally she was selected for the post of accountant in a construction company. She had to work along with her male colleague, Farhan Rashid who was commonly called as Rashid. He appeared to be a young and dashing individual but stern in nature. He rarely spoke and at the beginning Sarah faced many problems because she had no one to look upon for help. But gradually Rashid became her good friend. They grew close and their relationship went a step forward. Both the families met and they got engaged. Life was a bliss for Sarah.Rashid was every girl's dream. He was very loving and caring towards Sarah. Months passed by and it was time for