Ms. Typewriter

I am not living, I am fighting with my fate. I am not living, I am fighting with my tears. I am not living, I am fighting to be grounded. I am not living, I am fighting to stay normal. I am not living, I am fighting for my soul. I am not living, I am fighting to stay calm. I am not living, I am fighting to find myself. I am not living, I am fighting to rescue my dreams. I am not living, I am fighting to stay alive!

For the heart which keeps grieving, For the heart which keeps shattering, For the heart which keeps getting fooled, For the heart which keeps getting wounded, For the heart which keeps forgiving For the heart which takes forever for healing, Don't worry you are stronger than you think. You are like a boat which keeps sailing between storms and strong waves yet don't drown.  You are like that bird which keeps flying through dark clouds and finally get to see the sun. You are like that seed which blooms by the strong winds and drops of rain. Every day is not the same. Some days are gloomy Some days are bloomy, Some days you are on cloud nine, Some days you are inside a dark room, Some days you love the rain, Some days you hate the sunshine, Its OK whatever you feel. Accept whatever your situation is and don't run away from it. The more you run the more it occupies your mind. When it occupies your mind your life becomes a mess.  Whatever the situation maybe don...

Someone just asked me ," Has the greatest moment in your life arrived?" I failed to answer the question and just smiled. What would I say? There are so many moments in my life which are so special and close to my heart.  Is it the moment when I saw my tears of joy in my mother's eye when I was awarded a rank? Is it the moment when my dad whispered," I am proud of you" when I got a job. Is it the moment when my relatives envied my success? Is it the moment when my friend's sister told me ," Sister, you are an inspiration and I want to become like you." Is it the moment when I saw my daughter, my bundle of joy for the first time? Is it the moment when I held my son for the first time? Is it the moment when my daughter wiped away my tears and assured that everything will be OK? Is it the moment when my son stood up for me and fought for my rights? Is it the moment when I was at the verge of giving up but fought back against all odds? Is it...

The most frequently asked question to my parents is "Don't you have a son?" Or "You have only two daughters?  Well, I used to really get angry when people used to ask such questions with my parents. Many times my mother used to feel sad but my dad used to answer them confidently. " " "My daughters are no less than sons. They are my pride." Though the answer was simple but it was deep. When I got the rank in my B.ed examination, my dad was the happiest one. He had tears in his eyes. I still remember those words which he told me -" You have made me proud today. I wish everyone has a daughter like you." That day I cried out of joy. I got my first job. It was indeed a special moment because I was the first female in our family to study that far and secure a job. This was possible only because of my parents support. My dad is my inspiration. People told him many things -  " Why are you investing on a girl's education? Sav...

She carried a bag, Which had unanswered questions, Which had unheard prayers, Which had endless complains, Which had unmet needs, Which had unloved moments, Which had unsaid words, Which had unhealed traumas, Which had unread life chapters, We all carry such an emotional bag. The difference is in the way we carry it. For some those are experiences and for some those are memories. Each one of us are burdened and it is up to us how well we deal with it. Let's be kind to each other and support those in need. A simple smile or a word of hope can do wonders to someone who is suffering. So, let's reach out to people because that's the least we can do.  You never know the story behind those smiles. You never know the pain behind those tears. You never know how hard it is for someone to just laugh out loudly. These may sound simple but for someone it is hard as climbing a mountain! You don't lose anything by lending your hand or giving your shoulder. The satisfactio...

A person who was your everything becomes nothing. A person who was nothing to you becomes your everything. Sometimes you will get help from people who are completely strangers. Sometimes even your closest people will not help you at the time of need. If someone loves you truly, they will need just one reason to stay. If someone hates you, they will not need any reason to leave. Don't stay at a place where you aren't respected, heard and cared. Because the longer you stay, the more you will lose yourself. You can have pocket full of money,bunch of friends and a good lifestyle. But you may not have peace of mind. You may have not enough money, few friends and an average lifestyle. But you may have peace of mind. Every bad person will have atleast one good quality and every good person will have atleast one bad quality. So don't judge anyone.

She hid herself, Behind those facade full of lies, Bruised wasn't her body, Bruised was her soul, For the one who was her everything, For the one to whom she was nothing! Bit by bit she died, Just like a plant without water, Just like a bird inside a cage, Just like a person without dreams, Bruised wasn't her body, Bruised was her soul,  For the one who she loved, For the one who never loved her back!