Ms. Typewriter

When your trust is broken, It is very difficult to restore it back. It takes a lot of time to trust anyone again. A broken trust is just like crumpled paper, no matter how hard you try you cannot restore it back to its original form.  Trust is the more important thing in any relationship. Once it's broken, it's gone. No amount of apology will bring back that trust again. You fear falling in love again. You fear to go closer to people. You start doubting people who wants to come closer to you. You start building strong walls around yourself and not let anyone enter it. All in all, you become a completely different individual.  People will start saying that you have changed a lot. But will never know what made you change to such an extent. Its very easy to judge. Every person is fighting. Every person is in war with himself. The difference is some are experts in hiding their emotions and worries. A ever smiling person would be the one who is suffering the most. Peopl...

They say we die when the soul leaves the body. But I would say,  we die when we get betrayed,  We die when our love and care is taken for granted, We die when our dreams get shattered, We die when our voice gets suppressed, We die when our wings are clipped, We die when our tears are dried, We die when our smiles are plastered, We die when our hopes are broken, We die when our relationships are faked, We die when our feelings are ignored, We die when not cared, We die day by day and little by little, But yet they say we die when the soul leaves the body!

Six years of being married and as I was glancing through my wedding album I felt a sting in my heart. Maybe that was the last time I smiled and laughed genuinely. My eyes shone with many colourful dreams. The mere thinking of someone would be coming to my life to take care of me and love me like no one did, made me blush. Every photo had some or the other tale hidden within it. Now, when I look back I realise how wrong I was.  I never wanted this kind of marriage where compromises were only meant for a girl.  I didn't want this kind of a relationship were I was being verbally abused for their purpose of entertainment. I never wanted to be treated like a doormat by the one who promised me to stand by my side for the rest of my life. Now, I realise that, it was just a deal. My parents wanted me to get married soon so that my younger sibling won't suffer and his parents wanted someone whom they could torture and release all their mental turmoil which they suffered during their ti...